Friday, October 19, 2007
"Friends" - A friend in need is a friend indeed?.. But y its so hard for mi to open mi mouth to ask when i m realli in need? m i afraid to be turn down? or i dun wanna realise that there is no one out there that can help mi? or i dun wanna be discourage? or i dun wanna make things difficult for other? or i dun wanna realise that i dun have a friend? i have no idea.. i just dun dare to ask anyone for help when i m in need.. bt if i dun open mi mouth who will noe tt i m in need of sth? - friends?
Bt y m i so readily to help? help onli mah.. it's ok.. i dun mind at all.. i like to help.. bt it realli hurt when i m helpless.. ^^ maybe tt's mi life.. hopeless..
I dun talk abt myself much.. i always wan to be nice.. u scold mi u say mi this n that.. nvm.. i listen bt i may nt agree.. maybe i should stop being nice.. taken for granted? no idea.. bt de more i try to be nice.. de more i lost myself and de less friends i have..
REPORT LOST N FOUND - WHERE IS ANGELINE?
[who would noe tt behind the cheerful mi.. i m weak n need concern too? I m nt putting on a mask bt i jus wanna be happy.. y m i nt realli veri happy after all?]
[who would noe tt i realli wanted to be nice n helpful and nt to act to be nice n helpful? - this have adverse effect on mi behaviour cuz i will let u see wat u feel - be an hypocr]
[i can onli say things that u wanna hear bt nt the things i m realli thinking? is this the mi u wanna see? i dun wanna be doubt when i say wat is in mi heart.. ]
May be this is the purnishment for nt facing myself for so long n saying a lot of lies to cover mi true feeling n none of ur noe mi well.. bt mi true feeling are usualli "too gd to be true" ppl will feel tt i m faking.. tell mi wat to do please.. where m i going? or where have i gone to?...............
flew into your heart at [10/19/2007 04:58:00 PM]
Angeline Aka kolala
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